woah. i never thought that it’s been a year since i started to make my blogsite. it makes me kinda sad since i never pursued developing this site and continuously write anything under the sun to somehow enhance my writing skills. it is already year 2012 and here i am again trying to write, giving the effort and squeezing my brain out hoping i can produce some juicy ideas on what will i write. honestly, i don’t know how to start again. My mind is consistently blank upon staring my computer, i wanted to write something but the question is WHAT will i write?? Probably i will start by telling you why i decided to open up again my account after a year of not giving a damn concern on what is happening on my blogsite. same reason why i started to make this site last year. in lieu with my preparation for IELTS i am hoping that this simple exercise can somehow help me practice developing my skills (writing) so that i can ace the exam and have a very high score.
i am still working as a nurse, same environment, same scenario but with some new people, workmates already. upon thinking all of those things the pressure of going somewhere else already sunk in. almost all the old staff nurses there were already resigned pursuing their careers to another place where they are more compensated compare to where i am working right now. i envy them because finally they had the courage to pursue what they wanted to their career. i just remember that last year i wrote about my friend inviting me to have an exam, oh well fortunately he took the exam and now he is already in Australia implementing all his goals and plan. upon receiving that news i just promised to myself that THIS TIME i would certainly have some FOCUS. Laziness will not get in my way ANYMORE, i will not let it again delay my journey. To this day, let this article be a reminder for me that i should work according to my plan and that no matter what happen i will implement my plans already.( get my passport, review for ielts while i still have no classes for my masters since it is still summer, finished my masters and remind myself ALWAYS not to get tired or lose any motivation in applying to other work opportunities) welcome my new motivation.oh God help me. this may be a very slow and small step but i am looking forward that it can help and i will eventually get used to it. so for the meantime so long for now and until tomorrow.
ISHIHARA 